Anthem of Memoirs


Narnians I am falling Asleep.
May 31, 2008, 8:10 am
Filed under: Life, Movies, Rants

Caught the Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian yesterday at Causeway Point with her. Its one long movie to watch, and not particularly enticing to keep me awake, or maybe I was just dead beat. I would classify this movie under something like the Lord of the Rings, except this is more towards a fairytale movie (DUH its under Walt Disney). Average movie overall.

These days food seems to be free, everywhere outside restaurants there are long ques. After being to Causeway Point yesterday, this statement is pretty reinforced. I wonder why people bother waiting at such unbelievable long ques, is Swensens really fantastic? Does the food Ichiban serve have anything spectacular and out of this world? O come on having a train lined up behind the counter is much more considered out of this world. Maybe the population is just growing too large for the facilitators to cope, I will start digging myself a cave to facilitate myself. O yea! I didnt know that doughnuts can taste so good, had some chocolate doughnuts from munchi doughnuts yesterday and it was impressive (at this moment of time you may be thinking that I am such an idiot for not knowing, but it’s ok cos I have got the same thinking)! The ones from doughnut factory are pretty awesome as well! When I get my cave done, I will get a supplier to supply me with doughnuts, save the long ques.

It was magical :)



28/5/08
May 28, 2008, 9:02 pm
Filed under: Life, School

I have developed feelings for you. After being with you for so long, countless hours and days have taught me everything you are capable of.  I think of you all the time, when I am having my meals, going to sleep and even bathing in the toilet, you can always be found in my realm of thoughts.

I want to understand you deeper, know every single detail about you and read about every page that I can find about you. Everything I do is for the best of you, to make you more knowledgable and ultimately to bring you and myself a better future. Secretly at night I would wake up to plan what I can do for you and my eyebags are proof of commitment which I have for you.

Parting with you will literally kill me and is definitely never going to happen for the time being. Having you out of my sight for only a few hours is enough to make me have shivers and having you locked up in a top security vault might be the best for both you and me. Your stillness mystifies me, even though you have not said a single word to me, I know what you are doing is for the best of me as well. Consciously, I make an effort to remember all the times I had with you.

Somehow, no effort is required to bring back those times as the tormenting, brain cracking moments I had with you is deeply embedded within my memories.  Oh dear, when will I be able to part with you my precious Food and Nutrition coursework, you gotta go soon or else I would.



Scribble, scribble, scribble…
May 26, 2008, 10:51 pm
Filed under: Just bitching around, Life, School

This morning till afternoon, most of Secodndary four and five students in Singapore are generally united in doing one thing. Well, its our Chinese ‘O’ Level Examination! In short its just a bloody national exam. I took the paper pretty calmly, almost sub-consciously due to lack of sleep, thought I would find myself hyperventilating though. Students were made to look like products for sale as they label us as barcodes, which I think was pretty cool. Just imagine, somehow I manage to scan the barcode into some cash machine and ‘teed, that would be five dollar and ninety cents please.’ Anyway, I do pay to sit for this paper, knowledge comes at a PRICE. Everything is inflating, thank god examination fees aren’t inflating, my finanacial status seems to be deflating already.

The examination hall was spooky in some way. There was not any noise, it’s a scene of tranquility, it’s bitterly cold as well. Brainless invilgilators still turned on the fans in the hall while the air condition is freezing, thought they wanted to replicate and arctic storm or something, ‘Hello, its FREEZING!’ After staring at the teeny chinese characters for some time,  I find myself in some metidative state of mind, maybe zombified sounds better! “You may be dismissed from the hall” and the students seem like a colony of ants bursting into activity after hibernating through winter and into summer. Glad that it’s over now, time to face the extended programme for graduating classes, it’s no stopping for breaks now.



Comics
May 25, 2008, 1:29 pm
Filed under: Comics

I was once a comic fan and was inspired to be a comic artist as well. Guess I shall just stick to appreciating them instead for now. This is pretty funny :) not so much on the stupidity but the guy’s expression~



24/5/08
May 24, 2008, 11:18 am
Filed under: Uncategorized

Hahahaha this is cool~ Happen to come across this only, I ain’t EMO.



Downhill slide.
May 22, 2008, 10:32 pm
Filed under: Uncategorized

It’s been a downhill slide all the way down for my work recently. I have been avoiding it, hiding from it as much as I can. Now, you just have got to face it, there’s nowhere else to turn to. Everything that can possibly go wrong has already gone wrong, everything is taken from what I have to give, what else more can I have to offer? To scale it down, I am pretty sure most people may have the same experiences. Your alarm clock fails to wake you up in the morning for work, and as you rush to wash up you noted that there is no more toothpaste left. Got your car out of the driveway and suddenly all the lights go red and when you are about to explode, some moron overtakes you and holler vulgarities at your face with his windows winded down for driving too slow (when he’s the one driving too fast). You are late for work and spilled coffee over your work desk, right before getting your face spat at by your boss and getting a pile of work high enough to make your desk look like the Himalayans. The rest of the day is up to your experience or creativity.

Getting this out of my chest is comforting, but comfort is not what I am seeking right now. Redemption is the word. I wont give up, so much so that I have got nothing left. Financially, physically and mentally, nothing. Deep inside it’s dead long ago. Giving up is senseless, there’s no where else to turn to, to continue working is not a choice, but a duty to fulfill. Having a person by my side is helping me get through this much positively and I appreciate it greatly.

“Thanks dear.



Kitchen.
May 21, 2008, 3:11 pm
Filed under: Uncategorized

I am so sick of the kitchen now. Just to be baised against it, that dirty, messy, noisy and unbearably hot place, just plain hell. This is after being held captive in my school’s kitchen for four hours straight yesterday for a cooking test. Yes, I am a guy and I can cook. Bless the gods that this is going to be my first and last time having this cooking test at school. Temperatures are soaring outsite, no fans can be turned on as it affects the fire on the stove, ovens are blazing and water is boiling. It’s AWESOMELY hot. I thought my fish is already half cooked when I left it out to thaw. Fortunately things turned out fine, cleaning up the kitchen, I am just too disgusted to elaborate on that. Oh my oh my, I have never appreciated the kitchen at my home and I think I can gladly sleep in it right now.



Inner feelings~
May 18, 2008, 9:21 am
Filed under: Uncategorized

There are some things which I cant hide…



Sufferings, unreal
May 16, 2008, 9:35 pm
Filed under: Life

For some people, the world seems like its ending, after being battered by natural disasters in other countries. Its mother nature unleashing its fury in the form of earthquakes and floods. As a geography student, I have got a very different view of the situation, maybe the government is to be blamed, for not building quake proof building and preparing citizens for catatrophes of this large scale. Since the seemingly impossible has already happened, who’s there to blame? Pointing fingers now wont resolve the matter. People in Myanmar get hit by torrential rain and lack of food and water, chinese citiziens entombed in their own homes and deathtolls are rising. Donating money may just fuel the greeds of corruption. Humanitarian work may be the key, I got myself involved in a project to build a school in Uganda for the unfortunate children there, now its waiting for permission to start. I hope it passes and maybe this can be a stepping stone for me to experience more about life and ultimately be a better person.



15/5/08
May 15, 2008, 5:43 pm
Filed under: Just bitching around

Beautiful shot, reminds me of something. Randomly: O COME ON HOW DIFFICULT CAN IT BE?! GET IT OVER AND DONE WITH FOR GOODNESS SAKE. I just needed to get it off my chest.