On the brink of depression, already in a state of desperation. All torn up inside, I really need the strength now, to give in all I have got. For just a cheerful smile, in exchange to do away with all the tears I can ever shed. Please.
Archive for July, 2009
Smile..
Posted in Uncategorized on July 28, 2009 | 1 Comment »
bang.
Posted in Crap on July 26, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Tomorrow’s Monday. Give me a gun, please.
Learning
Posted in Life on July 21, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
To deny, deprive and deject myself. Why not get shot instead, like an animal.
Chinese speaking.
Posted in Crap on July 20, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Todays is perhaps a memorial day, in the history of speaking mandrian in my whole life. Just had my Chinese oral examination, where the ministry requires us to read out a passage followed by a not very casual conversation with the examiner. So it’s going to be my final Chinese oral exam for the rest [...]
results?
Posted in Crap, School on July 12, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
So, it’s been a week since the reopening of school, and tomorrow school will reopen again unfortunately. Unexpected as it is, I am still not dead from the overwhelming disappointment that I am expected to get from my results, but not that I gotten good results, but it’s cause I haven’t gotten any. Seems like [...]
Shots at Botanical Garden
Posted in Photography on July 4, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Kind of busted my bike, so I am left with my camera to pass some time. First visit to Botanical Gardens.
Smile
Posted in Happiness on July 1, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
The power of a smile, and the joy in receiving it, is in certain occasions beyond the power of words to describe. One more paper to battle.
1/7/09
Posted in Uncategorized on July 1, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
So unfair that time can just slip away from us like that. A 24 hour window given to me to probably rejoice. So unfair that events can twist just without prior notice. So unfair that this world is so unfair. I have probably learnt not to ask why there is a why for each of [...]
