Anthem of Memoirs

Tomorrow’s the day. The day of testing, followed by another three days. I am certainly not prepared, and for a good reason. Damn. Good luck everyone.

~maybe I am just like a fool, led around in circles, too dizzy to know my way, too clouded to see the wall ahead.

我坐在床前， 轉過頭看， 誰在沉睡？ 那一張蒼老的臉，
好像是我， 緊閉雙眼。。

… 这 双眼会永远不再开了吗？

Riding by myself on an open road, with the wind gusting over my head, the feeling of taking off is just wonderful. As if the wind would carry all my thoughts away, creating an illusionary sense of flight. Flying, flying and flying, enjoying all the scenery and……… “BANG!!!!” Didn’t pay too much attention that HDBs go up to above 10 levels.

`in anyway, where’s there to fly to? Out in the open, by myself.

Do I have to let go of even more?

Had a day off today since it was National Day yesterday and managed to catch UP! Was actually really impressed with the show, all the drawing, the plot of the story which was pretty touching and meaningful, something rare in cartoons or animations these days. Sends across a strong message too, the message about the power of family and love, being over-powering and motivational at the same time. Not to mention that UP comes with a great movie soundtrack too, pretty inspiring for me actually. A movie anyone can enjoy watching,  so do grab a seat at a cinema someday yea! School starts tomorrow, back to dragging my feat across the asphalt rhythmically towards school, a poor excuse of an education. Time to head for the bed soon, before my head heads for the table in class tomorrow.

Tomorrow’s Monday. Give me a gun, please.

Todays is perhaps a memorial day, in the history of speaking mandrian in my whole life. Just had my Chinese oral examination, where the ministry requires us to read out a passage followed by a not very casual conversation with the examiner. So it’s going to be my final Chinese oral exam for the rest of my life I hope after today! Seriously it gets difficult from year to year and is more of some kinda serious damnation I have got to face. One burden off my back, its time to tackle the new school term, with poor results paving the way into the term, praying hard I still have the stamina to even go on.

So right now as we speak, the global citizens of this planet is experiencing a pandemic, H1N1 Influenza A. Well, probably as you are reading this life seems still go on as normal, so does school when our damn holidays are not F#$%ing extended, and block test does carry on as scheduled. Boring things aside, it is pretty funny to how people can react in times of a healthcare crisis. Just a day ago, I was trapped in this sort of old and dusty bus on my way home, and since I have some sort of a sensitive nose, I sneezed a little, in much of a controlled manner. Surprisingly, another person beside me gave my this sort of a wary look as if a hazardous stamp in chopped in my face and decided to migrate to the middle cabin and stood there. I mean, come on! If that person is to react like that to all sneezes, why not just stay at home and chop your nose off when you sneeze. Perhaps we should be careful, but not paranoid, when the person beside you seem all healthy and have no signs of coughing, that is still some sort of person damn it. Anyway, lucky me, since I can shift to the inside seat below the air con vents, or maybe if I can go on, I can have the whole bus by myself, or migrate to an ambulance =)

`the smile on your face..