Time to head overseas for a trip, or actually over-causeway. Malaysia, here I come!

~ Its surely gonna be enjoyable =: D

Just got back from movie session with my family, or rather the first movie session with my family. Yup, it’s the first time that the whole family is out for a movie, sounds kind of like a anti-social family. Anyway, 2012 ain’t really a good movie to catch for our very first time, watching the end of the world unfolding. With regards to the movie, it is as depressing as it can get, watching people die in every way possible, and in the end, less than 1% of the human population survive, and then add in your typical hollywood plot with the protagonist surviving the apocalypse with impossible stunts and kick ass graphics, an excuse to visit the cinema to worsen your hearing. It’s been a good day, to better appreciate my surroundings, my family, to enjoy. Life, this is probably what life should be, to do what I want with my freedom, with my very loved ones. Now is the break before next year, which is going to be a tough but nevertheless enjoyable! Life’s good now, so cherish it, with smiles =: D

` Tomorrow tomorrow!

It’s been awhile since I have been back here. Time has passed, and fortunately this year has finally come to an end. A year of ups and downs, success and failures. Perhaps this has been the most hectic year in my life so far, with so many events unfolding one after another. Academically, I have done fairly well, and is now on route to the second year in college without any hiccups. Events that happened this year has been playing on repeat in my mind for the past few days, regardless of it’s significance. Yet again, the meaning of growing up has been reinforced, but also for the first time, happiness has been redefined. Now the time to play is finally here! To cherish your own life, and the people around you, should be the most important thing, so let me not forget that!

` A star..

Today was the national exam for my Chinese language, and as usual, Chinese is not highly regarded. Somehow today is rather different, walking into the exam hall knowing that this is probably the last exam I will ever take for this subject, I am incredibly relaxed and composed. After all, its’ a national exam, and walking in without a hint of anxiety can really get me anxious too. As for being so composed, I guess it helps in my performance too, being able to complete the paper with focus thought without determination, I can say this is probably one of the best Chinese scripts I have produced, other than for my promos which I managed to write a really meaningful essay from the bottom of my heart. Exam after exam, unfortunately its not the holidays yet. I have gotten myself into something known as a presentation, a presentation to be graded as another national exam, so there is surely no room for further relaxation. Trails that I have taken for this presentation have been just blundered through, and definitely dreaded the most. Luckily to say, this is the last leg to endure for this year, and then comes the holidays. It’s time to be positive, keep in shape, and complete this last leg, good luck to the rest working on this too.

`thank-you so much =:D

It’s been some time after the major exams have ended. First things first, the exams had not gone really smoothly, but nevertheless, I have already put in all my effort to fight through it. Maybe it was too late to start working hard for it, but I certainly learned much more during this period about how to manage my time better. Most importantly is that I have discovered a new optimism in life, one that shines so bright its beyound the description of words. Caught the movie “My Sister’s Keeper” lately, a show that probably everyone should go watch if given some free time. How we should treasure our very lives with every breath we take, how we should appreciate the people around us can be instilled into our minds again after this show. Funny how essential issues like this can slip out of our minds as time passes, maybe this is what such shows are for, valuable life lessons taught in a cinema, quite a pretty good idea. However, if math were to be taught in a cinema, geeks will probably roam around hollywood, and the production of popcorn would have to be calculated in algorithms. Funny how life works, as it’s back to school for more intensive lessons right after exams, damn.

Tomorrow’s the day. The day of testing, followed by another three days. I am certainly not prepared, and for a good reason. Damn. Good luck everyone.

So, the exams are pretty much right around the corner now. Humming to the tune of my favourite band music, I cant exactly say I am stressed out. Most likely due to the fact that stress has already integrated into being a part of me, if stress was to exist, it certainly runs in my veins. Project work has been submitted, but unfortunately returned again for further editing, yet I wonder again how much time this will take from my preparations for the promotional exams.

Project work though, has taught me new lessons in life. The highly vital skill of working with others be it today or in the long future, working with others is certainly never easy, and collaborating with others also filters out the strong from the weak. Sad to say, this is still not the bulk of what is to expected when entering working life in future. I still certainly wish the makers of poject work harm, and for a good damn reason. Getting retained with even an A for project work may not even be worth another year of my time going through the same syllabus.

~maybe I am just like a fool, led around in circles, too dizzy to know my way, too clouded to see the wall ahead.

In the course of life one would have encountered many experiences that are deemed as unnecessary, and mostly such experiences like this would be avoided at all cost. One such thing that is currently intruding my life, I say intrude, is Project Work, and the fact that I am camping at my college’s library to write about this 8am in the morning says alot. Not forgetting that I was also working on it not more than 6 hours ago, which has led to less than 4 hours of sleep. So what right does this matter deserve to intrude, interrupt people’s lifes? Just because of the option of this course of education, so we get subjected to such lame obligement to carry out our task with our fullest capabilities. As time passes, it is probable that one grows into the subject as one gets used to breathing, but also hopefully not of the expense of having options to have no options. This is what education is about, an ugly truth hidden among layers and layers of dissimulation. I no longer care for the truth, but do wish the makers of PW harm, damn.

我坐在床前， 轉過頭看， 誰在沉睡？ 那一張蒼老的臉，
好像是我， 緊閉雙眼。。

… 这 双眼会永远不再开了吗？