People call it an education, its good for you, gives you a job, benefits you by broadening your understanding about this world and giving you new perspectives. It allows you to make friends, make enemies, find love, and if you are lucky, find who you truly are. Like the video ‘Sunscreen’, ‘some people still do not know what they want to do when they are 55 (or something like that)’. Yet here I am, typing away pretending myself to be a person of dense knowledge and wisdom, where Shakespeare words can be in my palette or perhaps with a brush and paint I can recreate Wordsworth’s vision of Mont Blanc. Given enough chances, I may work out a mathematical formula to calculate the chances of yourself blinking your eye during a meeting or lesson.
Many has crossed this line, this line that I am after as well, no doubt time passes like a blink of an eye, yet in the midst of the blink there is no comfort to be felt. Sometimes I may be strong, brace myself for the wave of knowledge to come. Yet this carapace may crumble like melted ice, drip by drip, the sight gets clearer, look closely, you would see nothing. From the studies of English Literature I may be tasked to do some close reading of the text above, yet what is the use? Perhaps the words of dead poets might give rise to some moments of great enlightenment, still what is there to behold? Drip by drip my strength falls away, not something a cup of coffee behind tinted glass can restore. People grow as time passes, while leaves fall and shrink to brown corpses after water is deprived from their very system. Magically flowers bloom after a harsh season of winter.
And me a bee shall go hunt for nectar.
“And this green pastoral landscape, were to me More dear, both for themselves and for thy sake!”