Spending some time by myself today, I have come to notice a link between my college life and probably geography. Yes, the constant thoughts of my curriculum work still hangs in my head when I presumably should be resting and focus my train of thoughts to other daily matters. Having no life aside, college life, according to my new perception, sounds like this.
Like following the course of a river downhill on a kayak. Near the summit, when the course is still slightly gentle, things seems to be fine or rather not as bad as expected. Who knows, right after the bend, a set of rapid appears, gushing torrents of water threatening to swallow up any obtrusive visitor, furthermore a tiny kayak in relative to the intimidating size of a river. Enter the rapids and soon rocks out of nowhere seems to appear, slam into one of those, probably the trip downstream would be an unconscious one. Yet like an Olympic gold medalist, we are expected impress the judges as if the cascade of white water weighs like a feather. Water gushes up and provoking every cavity of the human body, still, it’s not suppose to hurt. Like eye bags the size of a grape fruit and eye lids weighing a ton each, there is still loads of work to do.
After what is thought to be the worst is finally over, a menacing waterfall of towering proportions lay just right in front appearing calm, but with the tyrannical roar of water facing the law’s of gravity resonating beneath the edges of protruding rocks. Should one try to kayak to the banks of the river? Try to brace oneself for the impact? No, the river is too wide, and time isn’t cooperating. Take the plunge, tightening every muscle, shutting the eye lids as hard as possible to cancel out the image of fear presented ahead. Some may miraculously make it, others, less fortunate. Like taking tests from class quizzes to major exams, everybody would strive to do well.
At the end of the stream the waters are calm. After a wreck of the journey one had to go through, some coming out bruised, some emerging victorious, some appearing fatalistic, but all being a changed person. Question is, who will be there to save you after you reached the end point? What is there to hand on to even during that tormenting journey? Ultimately, how will I fare and emerge after this chosen path of education.
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