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18/8/09
Posted in Random on August 18, 2009| Leave a Comment »
My world
Posted in Random on April 3, 2009| 1 Comment »
The world may be square, where if you were to go over the edge, all is gone, and you would fall. Nobody might be there to get you, your hollow cries would only bounce back into space. So stay in equilibrium and focus, for nothing more should happen for now.
‘holding on.
sacrifices
Posted in Random on March 28, 2009| 1 Comment »
Some things we are forced to do against our will in life. Some moments when we have to give in and breach our comfort zones. Some times when we have to look at the bright side instead of the other. Some tears we have to force back or shed alone. Some feelings we have to suppress and not show them. Some facts that we have to present in another way and pretend they are non existent. Some items we are prohibited to show or carry. Some words no matter how much we want to just has to be kept sealed within our mouths. Some actions that we cant even show or carry out. Some lack of luck contributing to all of these above. Just some sacrifices we have to make. These are the some which enables me to understand what growing up really is. What differentiates an adult from a teenager. What are the things I have to do to fulfill my duty. How strong I will have to be, which I will put in my fullest effort in doing so, for the benefit of us, with some happiness that I can cling on to, tightly.
`Nobody will understand my pains or feelings as a guy. No one. Not even a tad close.
adapt.
Posted in Life, Random, School on February 10, 2009| 2 Comments »
I just had my first day of school proper, actually not really a full schooling proper, but just had some lectures around here and there. So we probably went here and there in search of our venues where lecture will commence. Not something familiar in secondary school, but I guess a change of venue all the time helps to keep me awake. At least I don’t have to stare at the same four walls probably five days a week anymore. Wearing my new school uniform tomorrow, does it have any meaning to it? It’s just like a second skin to put on for representation, my own skin which I walk in is likely to be somewhere else. Like the title, adapt, adapt, adapt..
`you are definitely helping alot =)
30/12/08
Posted in Random on December 30, 2008| Leave a Comment »
The new year is coming! Oh well, maybe just a footstep away since its tomorrow midnight. Cant believe that time just passes so fast, probably in just a while more and the results will be released. Obviously I haven’t enjoyed myself enough too since the holidays just seems so short. Hopefully this new year will be a different one! It’s the first time that I am looking forward to the new year, while in the past I would just spend my time sleeping and wake up the next morning to read all the messages and reply them. No life, yes I know, but it is just a new year, you get to be a year older, and like what my pessimistic sister would tell me is that you get a year closer to your death. Though she really deserves a slap for that, it just sounds so true. This year would be different I hope! With a new aspect in life, and a different point of view to look at it with. Happy new year in advance to everyone out there!
`Hopefully you can be there 🙂
6/11/09
Posted in Random on November 6, 2008| 1 Comment »
Maybe I should be a robot. A machine which will never get tired. Never make mistakes. Never have to work. Never have to feel hurt. Never have to hurt anyone. Never feel sadness. It’s stupid how life can be, how tables can be turned in an instant. I am deflated, and in robotic terms that translate to flat batteries. Maybe I should be a robot, by now I would be dead. Painless. Some things are not within our control, and I hate those things. Those within out control, I will just try to manage them, like I always have and hopefully yielding some results.
‘Some things I don’t say, does not mean I am fine with it. I have no where to turn to.
26/10/08
Posted in Random on October 26, 2008| 1 Comment »
9 more papers to go.
I guess all the exams for the primary students are over. Filling the whole damn neighbourhood with their noises and laughter, obviously it ain’t helping with my damn room lined right in front of the damn children pool. Nothing seems to go right.
‘like a double edged sword it hurts… So very bad…
22/10/08
Posted in Random, School on October 22, 2008| 1 Comment »
20 more days and the damn exams are going to be over. Man, give me my life back. So far so good, hopefully they will remain the way they are. Arithmetic children.
Exams + Maths = Crap ~equation 1
And since Maths is so horrible it becomes (-Crap)
Sub Maths = (-Crap) into equation 1
Exams – Crap = Crap
Exams = Crap + Crap
Exams = 2Crap ~equation 2
Sub equation 2 into equation 1
2Crap + Maths = Crap
Maths = Crap – 2Crap
Maths = -Crap
Simultaneous equation solved. 3 marks.
`Much things yet to be known. More happiness still to be fond of 🙂
poof!!!!
Posted in Crap, Random on October 17, 2008| Leave a Comment »
Now you see me, now you dont… Stuck in a den behind mountains of books, I can combust spontaneously without anyone knowing! Hahahahaha I am going mad. Can you imagine getting combusted only to form carbon dioxide and water? The human composition of multitudinal natural materials, and when I light myself up, I contribute to global warming and cause sea levels to rise? What sense does that make? I did rather be made out of magnesium, at least that would have been a spectacular sight 🙂
Being crazy helps to destress 🙂 I LIKE BEING !@#$%^&!@#$%^&@#$%% CRAZY!!! Er actully not. Alright playtime’s over kids, now where was I…. Oh, on the chapter of “Irony” of my textbook.
‘Blast me to smitherins, for I am already torn into pieces. A failure who failed, I am the cause of it.
Mugging
Posted in Random on October 8, 2008| Leave a Comment »
Just two more days to my graduation ceremony. Oh I cant say that I am not looking forward to it, but out of sudden urge to study, I hope it wont take up too much of my time. Weird that this is coming out of my mouth eh, a total 180 degrees turn to be a full fledged mugger is what that have become of me. Of course, I havent totally lost my mind yet and still manage to retain some human like qualities such as a very lame sense of humor which I am very glad to put into use with my even lamer friends in a lecture yesterday. Ain’t going to turn into a knowledge sucking zombie just yet. Out of so much textbooks, notes, assesment books and other revisional materials stretching onto a few miles on a list, I wonder where did the word ‘Mugging’ come from. What? Is it because there is always a mug of water in arm-length distance whenever one starts revising? Well I dont know. There is something I really want to know though, and this is purely out of effort to keep myself more human-like, I wonder since we humans are organic coumpounds, will we ever dissolve in other organic solvents such is tetrachloromethane? Cool isint it if it’s true, but I guess it’s not cos if it is, we will certainly have some serial murder cases involving ‘human-soup’.
Anthem of Memoirs 